I dont think many of you will likely be reading this being that a few months ago I said I was done writing.

It is summer in Portland and it is great. We have been playing a lot outside, swimming in the kiddie pool with the neighbor kids, playing in sprinklers, eating watermelon. Life is good.

Anna is now almost 15 months old and she is quite a little girl. She is spunky, funny, full of energy. I would not use the word mellow to describe her. She is quite sweet and continues to melt our hearts everyday.

We have had some fun trip already this summer. Started out with a trip down to Monterey, CA for a friends wedding. Got to reunite with many college friends and people we haven’t seen in quite some time. Also, got to see cousin Hunter, uncle Brad, Gigi and Aunt Michelle.

Last weekend we took a nice trip to Black Butte Ranch near Sisters, Oregon. Had a fun relaxing weekend spent hanging with friends, eating good food, and swimming at the pool. Visiting such places makes me love Oregon even more.

It is truly a fantastic state and I feel I have become an Oregonian. ( having lived here for 7 yrs now). And that brings me back to our ever going debate about whether to move or not.

We have listed our house for sale and have an offer that is under contract right now. We will see what happens. Cannot believe I am selling my house. It is sort of sad because it is our first house and te house Anna was born in. ( not literally).

Still debating. daily we think about family and how important we feel it is for Anna to have family close to her and in her life.

Just hard to think about leaving a place that we have grown to love so much and feel such a connection to. -To have to start over, make new friends, get new jobs, learn a new city….it all seems so hard.

However, I know Ryan and I could make it happen and change is sometimes good.

I;ll keep you posted. Gotta run off to Baby Boot Camp.

I know, I know–i said I was no longer keeping up on this blog.. But this is too darn cute. ( got it off You tube, but again another video I found on my friend mr.diggles.com website.

From the AAPA:

Lawmakers introduce bills to ban, regulate BPA.

The Wall Street Journal (4/1, Trottman) Washington Wire blog reports that “Sen. Dianne Feinstein (D-CA) and Rep. Edward Markey (D-MA) introduced similar bills last month to ban [bisphenol A (BPA)], which has been linked to breast and prostate cancers and reproductive problems in animals, from all food and beverage containers, and Sen. Charles Schumer (D-NY) introduced a bill Tuesday that would ban it from food and beverage containers for infants and toddlers.” Sen. Schumer’s bill, “called the BPA-free Kids Act, would enact a nationwide ban and stiff penalties for manufacturers, importers and stores that violate it.” Washington Wire notes that federal studies concerning BPA are “contradictory,” with a report by the National Toxicology Program concluding it “may be linked to a number of health…problems,” and an FDA study finding that “BPA in small amounts doesn’t pose a health risk.”

Okay, I didn’t stay away for long. This just caught my attention and thought I would share it. This is why Portland is one of the coolest cities around. We participated in this last year, as it was right by our house, and had a blast.

Check out the website: http://www.portlandonline.com/Transportation/index.cfm?c=46103.

Basically, they close down a bunch of streets from car use and allow only bikers, walkers etc. The route takes you to a number of different parks where there are vendors set up selling things like coffee, hot dogs, burritoes etc. It is such a great thing and a great boost for the community. Glad to see they are bringing it back again this year.

So, I am thinking about ending this blog or at least going on a temporary break. One reason is that I hardly have time to write anything or even think of anything to write or post. Second, is that as Anna is getting older I am beginning to become more careful about what I am posting about her etc.

Early on this blog was a great way to communicate with family and friends when I was on bedrest and had A LOT of time on my hands. After that,  it sort-of turned into a blog about being a new mom and posting things I thought other new moms found interesting.

Now, with a one year old on my hands, it seems I have less time to write anything and frankly I am just not feeling like I have anything I want to say right now. Boring yes.

It has been over a year since this blog started and I am happy to be able to re-read my posts from then and remember the past. I have had over 8,000 people reading this blog since then. Not a lot of people, but more than just my family and friends. I hope maybe I have helped some other people in a positive way because of this blog.

Maybe, I’ll start writing more when she has a little sibling on the way……..stay tuned on that one. It isn’t happening yet.

So, check back periodically, maybe there will be more posts down the road. As for now…. adios.

From AAPA-Medical Watch

Six largest baby-bottle manufacturers will stop selling bottles made with BPA in US.

The Washington Post (3/6, A6, Layton) reports that, in response to a letter from Connecticut Attorney General Richard Blumenthal, “the six largest manufacturers of baby bottles will stop selling bottles in the United States made with bisphenol A (BPA).” The chemical, which has been “in commercial use since the 1950s, is found in a wide variety of everyday items, including plastic beverage containers, eyeglasses, and compact discs.” BPA “mimics the hormone estrogen and may disrupt the body’s endocrine system.” Some “public health advocates say it poses a particular danger to fetuses, infants, and children because BPA can interfere with cell function at a point when their bodies are still developing.” In addition, “more than 130 studies have linked BPA to breast cancer, obesity, and other disorders.”

According to Blumenthal, “Avent, Disney First Years, Gerber, Dr. Brown, Playtex, and Evenflow have agreed to the request” to “stop manufacturing baby bottles that contain” BPA, the AP (3/6) points out. The AP also notes that on Mar. 4, “lawmakers in Suffolk County, NY, became the first in the nation to vote on a ban on baby bottles and toddler sippy cups made with BPA.”

So, I got this clip from my friend, Mr. Diggles, who is always posting funny things. I have “taken” quite a few funny clips from him in the past and here is yet another one. Sort-of a weird yet funny video. Just watch and see what you think. I laughed out loud. Cute.

Then after watching more I noticed this kid has videos all over youtube and he is funny!

So, Anna’s high fever and crabbiness turned out to me another ear infection. It is her second one. Not too bad I guess but still sucks. She is getting better thankfully. She is really starting to so her true colors this week. She is becoming more expressive and even demanding of what she wants and when she wants it. Must take after her dad… just kidding

All Anna wants to do these days is walk. She doesn’g go far, but it is her new favorite thing to do. She has become very daring with it and isn’s afraid to take a good fall. She is fearless, much like her mother. Last night we were at our friends house for dinner and she took the most steps she has ever taken at one time. They had a nice open kitchen that she seemed to enjoy testing her skills in. She took about 8 steps in a row. It is so fun to watch. To think we all started out like this. Learning to walk gives us such independence. Soon enough she is no longer going to be our “little” baby but a walker.

Last night she burst out with a high fever and didn’t sleep well last night. Hoping it gets better today.

Anna and her backpack

Went hiking today in the Columbia Gorge, one of my favorite places. It is beautiful to say the least. It was a cold and  windy day but well worth it. We put Anna into this backpack. It was the first time we used it and she loved it. Can’t you tell from the photo???

Geez what a year it has been. One year ago I was STILL in the hospital. I got “out” on Valentines day, but still spent an additional 5 weeks at home on bed rest. It all seems so long ago and like a weird dream.

Anna is now almost 11 months old and is actually fast on her way to walking. She took 3 steps today on her own!! It is crazy how fast they develop and change before your eyes.

We just got back from a trip back to St. louis to visit family. Traveling with a 10 month old isn’t easy. It is hard to hold them in a confined space for that long. (Especially because their attention spans are like 1-2 min. ) I dont’ plan on traveling anywhere again for at least a few more months.

anna and mom. 11  mos10 mos oldAP

98-year-old Howard Bell has never missed a shift at Good Samaritan Hospital & Medical Center

by Tom Hallman, The Oregonian

Monday January 26, 2009, 9:30 PM

Howard Bell, 98, works in Legacy Good Samaritan Hospital’s short-stay unit where — between cracking jokes and flirting with nurses — he helps with paperwork and errands.

At 98, Howard Bell has earned the chance to relax.

But twice a week, Bell has an early breakfast and sets out from his Northwest Portland retirement center to walk to Legacy Good Samaritan Hospital & Medical Center to spend a few hours volunteering.

Bell is the oldest of the hospital’s 538 volunteers and works in the short-stay unit where patients await surgery. He’s logged nearly 3,000 hours over the past seven years and has become a favorite of everyone who works there.

And a legend.

“He’s never missed a shift,” says Ashley Moulton, the hospital’s volunteer coordinator. “We treat volunteering kind of like a job. Most people work one shift a week. He does two a week.”

Moulton, 25, adds: “When he walks in, everyone brightens up. I’ve never met anyone like Howard.”

Bell walks from his retirement home in Northwest Portland twice a week to volunteer at the hospital. “He’s never missed a shift,” says Ashley Moulton, the hospital’s volunteer coordinator.

Bell began volunteering after his wife died in 1999 and he moved from their Southeast Portland home. His wife had volunteered at a Northeast Portland hospital. With Good Sam just down the street, Bell thought he might give it a try, too.

What does he do there? “My stock answer is that I do everything up to brain surgery,” says Bell, sitting at a dining table at his retirement home. “What I really do is run errands and collate papers.”

And why? “Keeps me off the streets and out of the beer halls,” he quips. Six women laugh from the next table.

“OK,” he says, “I’m a joker.

He reveals another reason. “I was married one month short of 61 years,” he says. “My wife didn’t make it here with me.”

He pauses. “I’d like to think she’d be proud of me.”

The moment passes, and Bell turns playful again.

“Want to know the secret to not getting old?” he asks. “Chasing girls.” The women at the next table twitter.

“We heard that, Howard,” Pat Lawrence says. “I think the ladies have been known to chase you up and down the hall.”

“I don’t want to get caught,” Bell says, drawing more laughter.

He pushes back from the table. “Let’s get out of here,” he says.

On the way to his room, Bell says he’ll turn 99 in November. He’s going strong — he gave up driving only five years ago — and says he plans to break 100.

“In fact,” he says, “I got 102 in mind.”

His apartment is filled with memories: photos of his wife — they met as Franklin High School students — of his children, and of his parents, brothers and sister. In his bedroom, a large painting depicts a young Bell standing in front of a delivery truck.

“I was in the motion picture industry here in Portland,” he says. “The unglamorous side. Had a company that took care of the needs of the theaters in town. We’d supply the advertising for the front of the theater, pick up the films and sell the theater everything from thumbtacks to screens.”

He leads the way back to the living room.

“If you’ll excuse me,” he says, “I’ll pop a few pills, and we can take off.”

He grabs his cane and pulls on an old fishing cap — setting it just so. Outside, he sets off down the street. After a block, he stops to catch his breath.

“You know you’re getting old,” he says, “when you have to stop — going downhill.”

He arrives in the volunteer office about 15 minutes later, slips into his volunteer shirt and clips on a badge.

“Ladies,” he says, “how are you today?”

Bess Dodd, the unit secretary, grins. “Howard,” she says, “there’s no one else like you. What would we do without you?”

He laughs as he grabs a stack of paperwork. “Without this job,” he says as he walks away, “I’d be bored stiff.”

“You cannot control the world, but you can change how you react to it”

Not sure where I found that quote or who wrote it but I think it is a good one.

I know I have written about our whole dilemma whether to move or not quite a few times on here. We are still in great debate about it. More so,  we seem to be split 50:50 in our opinions about whether to move to the Midwest or stay here in Portland. For many of you from the pacific NW, the answer would seem obvious and the question almost comical. Most people who live in the Pacific NW feel it is one of the most live-able places. And we do to. It is just we have this gut feeling, deep inside that something is missing…and that something is closeness to family. Now, I know we could make it work out here. We would just have to travel a bit more back home to visit and our family would have to mount up and get out here more often then they do. We could do that and maybe it would work out well. Or maybe it would get quite expensive in all the money spent traveling to these places, and we would hardly have time or money for “fun” vacations because most of our time would be spent traveling back there. Also, spending time with people for 1 week here and there is great–but that doesn’t compare to a grandparent being able to stop by after work to watch your child’s baseball game–or attend the dance recital. Or to be there easily on many of their birthdays, or to see them learn to ride a bike, or just to be able to eat Sunday dinner together. You cannot recreate those moments in quick week long vacations. It is just too hectic. I am not saying isn’t good–just not the same.

The problem is we LOVE Portland. And I mean love it. We love the city, the recreation, the people, even the rain. It is truly one of the best places to live in our minds and it would be VERY hard to say good-bye to this place that means so much to us. It would also be hard to say good-bye to some of the best people in my life. Friends that I adore and enjoy spending time with. Friends who have been there with us since we were 18 yrs old and have watched us grow and mature. We have been there for one another and saying goodbye to that would be very hard.

However, at some point we all have to move on. People get called to new places and things for various reasons: Love, jobs, divorce, money, lifestyle etc. We all have to say good-bye sometimes to things that mean a lot to us. It is called change and to me change is an important thing. If nothing ever changed, then life would be boring. Things would just be predictable and the same. Change challenges you and helps you develop depth as a person. The thing about change is it usually isn’t easy. It is always easier to chose not to change rather then to leap into change. Some people avoid change at all costs and run from it their entire lives.  I do not wish do that.  I don’t want to be afraid of change and I do not want to be afraid of making a mistakes. Life takes risks and you never know if you will succeed until you try. Maybe all this is just a bunch of cliches. If so, whatever……it what I believe.

I am proud of the life I have lived thus far.  I have taken some risks and so far haven’t made too many mistakes. I have left the comforts of my hometown and tried new places. I am sure there are many people out there that have lived far more extravagant lives and been to much more exotic places than I. However, I am thankful for the experiences I have had.

I am thankful for the years I spent in Missoula, a small college town in the rockies.  I have many fond memories of that place, and when I left it was hard to do–but change was needed. I met some of my best friends there. I remember the “oval” on campus in the fall; full of students reading or napping in the sun or playing frisbee. I will never forget the cold wind whipping through hellgate canyon, or the way Mount Jumbo looked when the sun was setting.  I used to love taking long walks with my dog Luna up in Paytee Canyon and I can still remember the way a ponderosa pine smells on a hot summer day.  I will always remember the way the mountains looked with the first snowfall of the year and the child like quality adults took on when it happened. I am thankful for the all the mornings spent being lazy with friends, nursing a powerful hang-over ( we all need a good hangover from time to time). Or better yet, waking early and driving up to the mountain with coffee and bagel in hand for a full day of skiing. I will never forget meeting my husband there and the fun we had early on in our relationship. And I’ll always remember the day I packed up my car and moved out of town, having completed that chapter in my life.

As for Portland the things I will miss if we leave will be: the way the earth smells after a good rain.  The way the city comes alive on that first spring day with sunshine. The road trips to the beach with friends, the fish and chips and brew pubs. I’ll miss driving in the Columbia Gorge, one of the most beautiful drives I have ever been on ( next to Glacier National Park). I’ll miss forest park and the Willemette River. I’ll miss walking around in the mist and fog with a cup of coffee in hand.  I’ll miss the “greenness” in both the scenery and the people. I’ll always remember the trips to the mountain snowboarding and to Smith Rock to go rock climbing. I’ll miss walking down to Butch’s house and going out to breakfast on Sundays. Most of all I will miss my friends.

All of these memories are important to me and have helped shape me into who I am today. I will never forget the way these places feel or smell and what they mean to me.  And while it all sounds so sad to be missing these things, it really doesn’t have to be sad. It is more just a part of life. It is apart of growing up. I guess our big debate has been –what is more important?–the place in which you live or the people in it?? I think we are lucky in that we have such a great family that we enjoy being with and want to be apart of our daughters life. To me, that is priceless. You cannot buy a luxury like that. You are blessed with it. Not everyone has what we have and we are very lucky.  At some point you have to stop and ask yourself–what is best for my kids? Not just what do I want, or what matters just to me–but what kind of life do I want for them? Do they care about all my friends or will they care more about being near their grandparents and aunts/uncles. Will it mean more to them to be able to live in a cool city that mom and dad picked, or to grow up with a strong supportive family?

Interesting report below regarding Vicks Vapor Rub.

FROM AAPA

Study suggests Vicks VapoRub may increase mucus production in children under two. The Los Angeles Times (1/13, Maugh II) reports, “Many parents slather Vicks VapoRub on their sniffling, coughing kids when they’re sick,” but “using the ointment to ease coughing and congestion in children” under two years of “age might lead to severe breathing problems by increasing mucus production and inflammation,” according to a study published in the journal Chest. For the study, Bruce K. Rubin, M.D., professor of pediatrics at Wake Forest’s Brenner Children’s Hospital, and colleagues, “applied the ointment directly to cultured ferret tracheal cells, as well as under the noses of healthy ferrets and ferrets with tracheal inflammation similar to that of humans with a cold.” The researchers also “applied K-Y jelly instead of VapoRub to a similar group of ferrets,” which served as controls, USA Today (1/13, Rubin) adds. The investigators found that, “compared with the K-Y jelly groups, mucus secretion rose in the VapoRub groups by 14 percent in the healthy ferrets, and eight percent in those with inflamed windpipes, which itself increases mucus production.” Based on these findings, Dr. Rubin “said that, while the product and other similar inhaled aromatic compounds can make people feel better by creating the sensation that their airways are opening up, they do not in fact improve air flow,” the Canadian Press (1/13) reports. He further explained that the product “doesn’t help the underlying problem,” and cautioned that “particularly in children who already have small airways that are further compromised by viruses and the like, you need to be careful.” Canada’s Globe and Mail (1/13, Weeks) points out that the researchers “embarked on the study after taking care of an 18-month-old girl who was brought to the hospital with severe breathing problems. Doctors couldn’t figure out what had caused the girl, who was suffering from a cold and hadn’t been given any medication, to suddenly experience ’severe respiratory distress.’” When they pressed “the child’s grandparents to think of anything they may have done before she began to have trouble breathing, her grandmother said she had put Vicks under her nostrils less than an hour before.” Because of this case, “doctors at the hospital began to routinely ask about the use of mentholated ointments, and found several cases were similar.” WebMD (1/13, DeNoon) also covers the story.

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